secret

its when you got stupid again
which made your day terrible
with each moment troubling your thoughts
and had no one to confide
because you chose to keep it hidden
where no one else would know
but yourself

and you know it does not end there
what comes next?
now you're paranoia is sinking in
what are you gonna do now?
your stupid mistake comes with a consequence
consequence when you have to decide
and you know you have to do it once again
a sin comes another sin

and you look for something in your thoughts to blame
you wonder how why what happened?
how the heck you let it happen?
is it the "d" again? abiding inside
how could you be so stupid again???...