Tuesday, October 13, 2009

a look back from the past

if someone asked me

kung papayag akong

magpasailalim sa iba

isa lng ang sasabihin koh













i would like SHINE


to be the one



who dominates



my heart!
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you are a very

very mysterious

....lady....

and a very

beautiful one

just want you

to take care

of yourself

and i would

like to know you

much better
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eto talaga yung testi ko sayo......................
c shine mabait,sweet,tahimik kahit na napapanis na yung laway sa hndi kakasalita hehe..joke!!what else can i say about this girl lahat ata nasa kanya na...maliban sa bf...hehehehe...basta tambay lang tayo pag my time wag mong problemahin kung single ka mas masaya ang free...cguro nabobored ka na noh??hehe joke..ayun basta matuto ka ng magdesisyon dahil matanda ka na hahaha..tanda mo na..joke..yun lang shine know how to decide and alagaan mo sarili mo wag mong pababayaan...cge na magdodota na ko cge na take care and rock on!! HELP HELP ME DINUSOR ME DINUSOR!!!!!!
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musta na?..ok ka lang ba?..hindi ka na nagpaparamdam samin ah..kumusta naman jan sa bago mong tinu2luyan,ok naman ba?ah sorry nga pala nung last na uminom kami sa inyo..kaslanan din namin yun eh medyo maingay na kc,anyway sorry pa din..paramdam ka naman wala na kaming contact sayo eh..miss ka na namin eh or should i say i miss you..ingat ka palagi god bless...
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  • Wow shine!Kmusta na?tumugtog ako nung bday niya.Sweet at mabait ang kid rock na ito at ang masasabi ko lang,stay the same and keep on rockin' oha oha oha oha oha oha rakrakan na!
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hehehehe ellow shine!!!!!!(",)
c silence mabait yan d lng halata s chatroom hehehehehe joke. Ksama s tropahan nmin s otcho !!!!!!!!!!ADAKRAB!!!!!!! muse nmin yan blooming kc lgi wahahahahahahah, paguwi q pinas jamming tau shine heheheheh. Churie nga pla ndi n aq ol lagi bc kc s work. ndi q nmn kau nakakalimutan eh drama amf wahehehehehehehehehehehe
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  • Hi there! kumusta? la ako masyado masabi sa gurl n ito kasi sobrang tahimik lang sya way back on our high school days, trip nya lng magdala ng gitara at kumana...maliit lng sya dati don't know if she still that petit parin but any way di ito pahuhuli sa klase she's one of the finest ika nga!

    hay buhay kakamiz maging high school konti lng hung upz....hehehe miz yah..lol
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well, sunshine has been a classmate for three tiring years way back in high school. i said tiring because she has always been one of my greatest competitor when it comes to our english subject. we always have this competition going on up to the very last year of high school. anyways, what i like about this gal is that she tends to make everyone happy regardless it would make her feel the opposite. shine, what the happened to you? haven't heard anything since then...
balitaan nmn me uh...
til then...
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shine!!! msta?? d2 me ngaun s mindoro ngbabakasyon
uy mgpramdam k nmn lola!!! pg ng pupunta ko s inyo lgi kng wla!!! bka nxt week pnta me sa inyo..
wish ko lng andon kna!!! uy nanonod kba ng bleach?
ang ganda non!!! pnoorin mo h?? kmuka ko daw c rukia don... kc pehi kmi ng hairdo ngaun.. .
lola shine mgpramdam k nmn h?? lab u tol!!! miss n kta grabe!!!!
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c shine tol ko yan!!!!!!!!!!! best friend ko yan... preho kmi mganda hehehehehe!!!!!!!
astig yan preho kmi....
preho kmi hilig nyan kya nga magkasundong magkasundo kmi nyan!!!
nhahawa na nga skin yan ng kakulitan!!!
sbi nya skin lakas tama dw ako totoo ba yun???? edi tanongin nyo nlang sha!!!!
bait nyan SOBRA!!!! (lalo na pag 2log...)
lgi sha anjan pg my problema ka d ka nya iiwan!!!!! plaging my magandang payo yan..... msaya ksama bsta BOTTOMLINE IS: SHE'S MY BESTFRIEND!!!! kya kyo mlas nyo wla kyong 2lad nya!!!!! wahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lab u tol pakiss nga!!!!!!!! miss n kta!!!! merry x'mas pla!!!!!! regalo ko c heero yuy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rock on!!!! love & peace!!!!!!!!!
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hey wazz up?!...how was lyf goin' on?!..ako very smooth..n rough (lol) n e weiz u know this girl was a very good friend of mine we had a lot of funny memories 2geder and God knows i'll cherish it 4ever..shine is so cute and pretty like me (kapal coh noh?!) at astig din na ka2lad ko..of course same feathers flocks 2geder kaya nga click kami as barkada..actually madami kami mga smiling sisters..pero naman were good girls no!i miss those moments nga pag nag ring ang bell at pag lunch time..i remember yung civic pa nga di ba?!hahaha!(favorite natin yun' di ba?!) sina boni, kat, si janet, si diane si lalaine at madami pang fwens w/c i miss them much when i transferred to other school..n we wrote letters to each oder para hindi namin mamiss ang isa't-isa (drama noh?!) pero that's true..but i still miss them..so much..lalo na pag may mga happenings na wala ako (inggit ako!:p) and they were all 2geder having fun :( nyahaha!n e weiz ganun pa man..i'll never 4get u guys i swear.:)miss u!luv yah!
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A trusted friend!!

i actually spent all of my high school
days with her coz we've been best
friends since 1st yr hs.. She is easy to
be with coz shes simple and friendly.
medyo matampuhin but she is easy to
be pleased.. Yes we had bad times
wen wer 2geder yet we ended up
friends still simply because our
friendship is not bounded by bad
circumstances. i honestly enjoyed
every moment i talked, listened, and
shared my secrets with her. it has been
4 years... and stil ds heart of mine will
never forget dat some point in my life i
met a friend like her with a golden
heart, who desires nothing but real
friendship!!

Thanks 4 everything!! luv u still..
God bless and take care.
keep in touch!!
(i'm praying for you!!)

joker10 ?!???!!! Dats how she used to
tease me...
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  • Ciao.......actually hndi k tlga alm ung
    ssbihin k dto...ibang iba n kc cia
    ngaun...s physical lng ha but her
    attitude remains the same.....sobrang
    tibay tlga nitong girl n 2.....khit n hndi
    kmi ngksama ng mtgal alm kung
    sobrang hirap ng mga trials nia s
    buhay...in proud of you sis....alam k
    kakayanin mo lhat ng darating sau khit
    gaano p yan khirap.....bsta keep on
    appreciating all the people around
    you.....Gud luck!!! mwuah........^_^
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  • sitm8 k 2 nung highskul km grabeh
    galing 2 pagdating s english subj.
    nmin. . .shocks nga me now kc d k
    akalain n mg2ng kahawig nya n c
    AVRIL. . he!!he!small but terrible twag
    nming magb2rkda jan. .
    mahiyain,mnsan my topak pag dami
    gngwa at bilib dn me d2 dhil prehas
    kming mrunong mag guitar. .. .hop n
    mgtagal ung rel. nyo n kelly and miz k n
    rn ung highskul tau. . tenx s frendship n
    may GOD BLESS US!!
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tO loVe iS To rIsk rEjeCtioN; tO livE Is
tO riSk dYinG, To hOpe iS tO Risk
loSing, To reAch fOr anoTher iS tO risK
iNvolmeNt, tO eXpose yoUr feElingS Is
tO exPose yourSelf, tO lOve iS tO rIsks
aNd nOt tO bE loVed iN reTurn, riSks
muSt alWays bE takEn becAuse tHe
gReaTest faiLure iN liFe iS tO riSk
noThing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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a poem of friendship...



  • My Friend when I think of you.

    I think of all that we've been through.

    All the times we argue and fight,

    I know deep inside that it isn't right.

    I, then feel bad and alot of pain.

    It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.

    I love you dear friend with all of my heart.

    But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.

    I'm getting better as the days go by.

    I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.

    I pray to you every night.

    It's like you're my fire, a burning light.

    My dear friend, I miss you alot.

    I still wonder why you were put in that spot.

    I know you're in a place much better than here.

    Watching and helping me with all of my fear.

    Our friendship my dear friend,
    we will have to the end.

    Friends til the end is what we will be.

    Someday we'll be together,
    together you and me.

value...

Life is like having a cup of coffee.
You sit by the window, lift the cup and take a sip
only to realize that somebody forgot to put the sugar.
Too lazy to go for it, you somehow struggle
through that sugarless cup.
Till you discover undissolved sugar crystals
sitting at the bottom.

Thats how life is;
we sometimes forget to make an effort
to value what is around us.
Look around,
maybe the sweetness you are looking for
is closer than you think.!!

siren

Haste not thine wisdom, for the hollow is ta'en -
By whom, know I not; 'lack! am I of twain -
And as a crux - cede I my words -
Fro my heart wilt thou ne'er
Have I been 'sooth sinsyne.
Be left without - come!

Thine voice is oh so sweet, I speer thine pine,
Ryking for me:
Ryking for thee;
"List and heed", thou say'st
Wistful, whistful -
Chancing to lure.
Chancing to lure,
Skirl and skreigh, but for thine ears, aye, lown 'tis -
Dodge na 'way herefro, do come here in eath!

Mayhap lured by the scent of lote -
'Od! - the foetid - eft hie back I mote;
For what I did my soul atrounced,
How I wish for thee again,
O! do believe me, 'twasn't a frounce.
Will I give thee it: Troth.

Thine voice is oh so sweet, I speer thine pine,
Ryking for me:
Ryking for thee;
"List and heed", thou say'st
Wistful, whistful -
Chancing to lure.
Chancing to lure,
Skirl and skreigh, but for thine ears, aye, lown 'tis -
Dodge na 'way herefro, do come here in eath!

Monday, October 5, 2009

understanding

"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."

(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)

The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together.
And that is real."

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you** breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone

"You're not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, no
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away

Ooh, it all away
Ooh, it all away(It all away)

"But the imprint is always there.
Nothing is ever really forgotten."
"God***, please don't hate me."

"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."