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jot down

2010-02-01T18:44:00.000-08:00

i'm not in to that, the whole external beauty thing, u knw.. coz it doesnt last.. eventually ur face is gonna get wrinkly, u get gray hair, ur boobs might sag.. u knw, so wat?.. its wat u do that really matter.. - becky

bring me that horizon and really bad eggs.. drink up me hearties yo ho!

take wat u can, give nothing back.

nankurunaisa.. (everything will be ok)

i guess in the end, u start thinking about the beginning..

the things you see with your eyes are not always real.. some things are only visible with faith.

should i stay or should i go?

hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far, in between, through it, in it and above.. - gia

where someone thinks of you, thats where home is.

kung ayaw mo sa mundo nya..

2010-01-13T04:24:00.000-08:00

dalhin mo sya sa mundo mo.

a look back from the past

2009-10-13T01:41:00.000-07:00

if someone asked me

kung papayag akong

magpasailalim sa iba

isa lng ang sasabihin koh

i would like SHINE

to be the one

who dominates

my heart!
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you are a very

very mysterious

....lady....

and a very

beautiful one

just want you

to take care

of yourself

and i would

like to know you

much better
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eto talaga yung testi ko sayo......................
c shine mabait,sweet,tahimik kahit na napapanis na yung laway sa hndi kakasalita hehe..joke!!what else can i say about this girl lahat ata nasa kanya na...maliban sa bf...hehehehe...basta tambay lang tayo pag my time wag mong problemahin kung single ka mas masaya ang free...cguro nabobored ka na noh??hehe joke..ayun basta matuto ka ng magdesisyon dahil matanda ka na hahaha..tanda mo na..joke..yun lang shine know how to decide and alagaan mo sarili mo wag mong pababayaan...cge na magdodota na ko cge na take care and rock on!! HELP HELP ME DINUSOR ME DINUSOR!!!!!!
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musta na?..ok ka lang ba?..hindi ka na nagpaparamdam samin ah..kumusta naman jan sa bago mong tinu2luyan,ok naman ba?ah sorry nga pala nung last na uminom kami sa inyo..kaslanan din namin yun eh medyo maingay na kc,anyway sorry pa din..paramdam ka naman wala na kaming contact sayo eh..miss ka na namin eh or should i say i miss you..ingat ka palagi god bless...
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Wow shine!Kmusta na?tumugtog ako nung bday niya.Sweet at mabait ang kid rock na ito at ang masasabi ko lang,stay the same and keep on rockin' oha oha oha oha oha oha rakrakan na!

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hehehehe ellow shine!!!!!!(",)
c silence mabait yan d lng halata s chatroom hehehehehe joke. Ksama s tropahan nmin s otcho !!!!!!!!!!ADAKRAB!!!!!!! muse nmin yan blooming kc lgi wahahahahahahah, paguwi q pinas jamming tau shine heheheheh. Churie nga pla ndi n aq ol lagi bc kc s work. ndi q nmn kau nakakalimutan eh drama amf wahehehehehehehehehehehe
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Hi there! kumusta? la ako masyado masabi sa gurl n ito kasi sobrang tahimik lang sya way back on our high school days, trip nya lng magdala ng gitara at kumana...maliit lng sya dati don't know if she still that petit parin but any way di ito pahuhuli sa klase she's one of the finest ika nga!

hay buhay kakamiz maging high school konti lng hung upz....hehehe miz yah..lol

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well, sunshine has been a classmate for three tiring years way back in high school. i said tiring because she has always been one of my greatest competitor when it comes to our english subject. we always have this competition going on up to the very last year of high school. anyways, what i like about this gal is that she tends to make everyone happy regardless it would make her feel the opposite. shine, what the happened to you? haven't heard anything since then...
balitaan nmn me uh...
til then...
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shine!!! msta?? d2 me ngaun s mindoro ngbabakasyon
uy mgpramdam k nmn lola!!! pg ng pupunta ko s inyo lgi kng wla!!! bka nxt week pnta me sa inyo..
wish ko lng andon kna!!! uy nanonod kba ng bleach?
ang ganda non!!! pnoorin mo h?? kmuka ko daw c rukia don... kc pehi kmi ng hairdo ngaun.. .
lola shine mgpramdam k nmn h?? lab u tol!!! miss n kta grabe!!!!
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c shine tol ko yan!!!!!!!!!!! best friend ko yan... preho kmi mganda hehehehehe!!!!!!!
astig yan preho kmi....
preho kmi hilig nyan kya nga magkasundong magkasundo kmi nyan!!!
nhahawa na nga skin yan ng kakulitan!!!
sbi nya skin lakas tama dw ako totoo ba yun???? edi tanongin nyo nlang sha!!!!
bait nyan SOBRA!!!! (lalo na pag 2log...)
lgi sha anjan pg my problema ka d ka nya iiwan!!!!! plaging my magandang payo yan..... msaya ksama bsta BOTTOMLINE IS: SHE'S MY BESTFRIEND!!!! kya kyo mlas nyo wla kyong 2lad nya!!!!! wahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lab u tol pakiss nga!!!!!!!! miss n kta!!!! merry x'mas pla!!!!!! regalo ko c heero yuy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rock on!!!! love & peace!!!!!!!!!
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hey wazz up?!...how was lyf goin' on?!..ako very smooth..n rough (lol) n e weiz u know this girl was a very good friend of mine we had a lot of funny memories 2geder and God knows i'll cherish it 4ever..shine is so cute and pretty like me (kapal coh noh?!) at astig din na ka2lad ko..of course same feathers flocks 2geder kaya nga click kami as barkada..actually madami kami mga smiling sisters..pero naman were good girls no!i miss those moments nga pag nag ring ang bell at pag lunch time..i remember yung civic pa nga di ba?!hahaha!(favorite natin yun' di ba?!) sina boni, kat, si janet, si diane si lalaine at madami pang fwens w/c i miss them much when i transferred to other school..n we wrote letters to each oder para hindi namin mamiss ang isa't-isa (drama noh?!) pero that's true..but i still miss them..so much..lalo na pag may mga happenings na wala ako (inggit ako!:p) and they were all 2geder having fun :( nyahaha!n e weiz ganun pa man..i'll never 4get u guys i swear.:)miss u!luv yah!
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A trusted friend!!

i actually spent all of my high school
days with her coz we've been best
friends since 1st yr hs.. She is easy to
be with coz shes simple and friendly.
medyo matampuhin but she is easy to
be pleased.. Yes we had bad times
wen wer 2geder yet we ended up
friends still simply because our
friendship is not bounded by bad
circumstances. i honestly enjoyed
every moment i talked, listened, and
shared my secrets with her. it has been
4 years... and stil ds heart of mine will
never forget dat some point in my life i
met a friend like her with a golden
heart, who desires nothing but real
friendship!!

Thanks 4 everything!! luv u still..
God bless and take care.
keep in touch!!
(i'm praying for you!!)

joker10 ?!???!!! Dats how she used to
tease me...
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Ciao.......actually hndi k tlga alm ung
ssbihin k dto...ibang iba n kc cia
ngaun...s physical lng ha but her
attitude remains the same.....sobrang
tibay tlga nitong girl n 2.....khit n hndi
kmi ngksama ng mtgal alm kung
sobrang hirap ng mga trials nia s
buhay...in proud of you sis....alam k
kakayanin mo lhat ng darating sau khit
gaano p yan khirap.....bsta keep on
appreciating all the people around
you.....Gud luck!!! mwuah........^_^

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sitm8 k 2 nung highskul km grabeh
galing 2 pagdating s english subj.
nmin. . .shocks nga me now kc d k
akalain n mg2ng kahawig nya n c
AVRIL. . he!!he!small but terrible twag
nming magb2rkda jan. .
mahiyain,mnsan my topak pag dami
gngwa at bilib dn me d2 dhil prehas
kming mrunong mag guitar. .. .hop n
mgtagal ung rel. nyo n kelly and miz k n
rn ung highskul tau. . tenx s frendship n
may GOD BLESS US!!

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tO loVe iS To rIsk rEjeCtioN; tO livE Is
tO riSk dYinG, To hOpe iS tO Risk
loSing, To reAch fOr anoTher iS tO risK
iNvolmeNt, tO eXpose yoUr feElingS Is
tO exPose yourSelf, tO lOve iS tO rIsks
aNd nOt tO bE loVed iN reTurn, riSks
muSt alWays bE takEn becAuse tHe
gReaTest faiLure iN liFe iS tO riSk
noThing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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a poem of friendship...

2009-10-13T01:22:00.000-07:00

My Friend when I think of you.

I think of all that we've been through.

All the times we argue and fight,

I know deep inside that it isn't right.

I, then feel bad and alot of pain.

It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.

I love you dear friend with all of my heart.

But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.

I'm getting better as the days go by.

I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.

I pray to you every night.

It's like you're my fire, a burning light.

My dear friend, I miss you alot.

I still wonder why you were put in that spot.

I know you're in a place much better than here.

Watching and helping me with all of my fear.

Our friendship my dear friend,
we will have to the end.

Friends til the end is what we will be.

Someday we'll be together,
together you and me.

value...

2009-10-13T01:18:00.000-07:00

Life is like having a cup of coffee.
You sit by the window, lift the cup and take a sip
only to realize that somebody forgot to put the sugar.
Too lazy to go for it, you somehow struggle
through that sugarless cup.
Till you discover undissolved sugar crystals
sitting at the bottom.

Thats how life is;
we sometimes forget to make an effort
to value what is around us.
Look around,
maybe the sweetness you are looking for
is closer than you think.!!

siren

2009-10-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

Haste not thine wisdom, for the hollow is ta'en -
By whom, know I not; 'lack! am I of twain -
And as a crux - cede I my words -
Fro my heart wilt thou ne'er
Have I been 'sooth sinsyne.
Be left without - come!

Thine voice is oh so sweet, I speer thine pine,
Ryking for me:
Ryking for thee;
"List and heed", thou say'st
Wistful, whistful -
Chancing to lure.
Chancing to lure,
Skirl and skreigh, but for thine ears, aye, lown 'tis -
Dodge na 'way herefro, do come here in eath!

Mayhap lured by the scent of lote -
'Od! - the foetid - eft hie back I mote;
For what I did my soul atrounced,
How I wish for thee again,
O! do believe me, 'twasn't a frounce.
Will I give thee it: Troth.

Thine voice is oh so sweet, I speer thine pine,
Ryking for me:
Ryking for thee;
"List and heed", thou say'st
Wistful, whistful -
Chancing to lure.
Chancing to lure,
Skirl and skreigh, but for thine ears, aye, lown 'tis -
Dodge na 'way herefro, do come here in eath!

understanding

2009-10-05T02:33:00.000-07:00

"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
Consciously, you've forgotten it.
That's the way the human mind works.
Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us
to entertain, we reject it.
We erase it from our memories.
But the imprint is always there."

(Can't wash it all away)
(Can't wish it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)

The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual
Shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth
That finds a way from who we are
Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence
Screaming in our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time
"We're supposed to try and be real.
And I feel alone, and we're not together.
And that is real."

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
Lying beside you
Listening to you** breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone

"You're not alone, honey."
"Never... Never."

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, no
Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away
(Can't fight it all away)
(Can't hope it all away)
Can't scream it all away

Ooh, it all away
Ooh, it all away(It all away)

"But the imprint is always there.
Nothing is ever really forgotten."
"God***, please don't hate me."

"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."
"Because I'll die if you do."

21 guns

2009-09-29T04:47:00.000-07:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

my phone's stolen i want to suspend the service!

2009-09-29T04:44:00.000-07:00

nadukutan ako! di ako maka get over paksiyet!...

whats next?

2009-09-29T04:33:00.000-07:00

is there anything else?

a distance there is

2009-09-29T04:20:00.000-07:00

Come in out of the rain thou sayest - but thou ne'er step'st aside;
And I am trapp'd, I'm trapp'd
A distance there is...
None, save me and the bodkin - pitter-patter on the roof:
Behold! - 'tis not the rain; thence me it has to be -
I will not drink thy vintage wine, my dear;
Thou hast heed'd that I am of innocence, yet thou let'st thy lass into peril
Thou let'st me be parched;
My heart , My heart , My heart ,My heart , My heart , My heart ,
My heart is of frailty, my pale skin is hued damask.
When thou thy tears hast hidden, "Come back!", thou sayest -
There I soon am to be - but how am I to run when my bones, my heart!
Thou hast me bereft! -But run thou sayest;
I run , I run ,I run ,I run ,I run ,I run ,I run ,I run ,
I run ,I run ,I run ,I run ,I run ,I run ,I run ,
And there and then I behold that a time will come when I again dead will be.
Thou tell'st me to leave without delay -I leaveI leaveI leave...
I leave with my bodkin and my tears in my hands;
Lo! - the shadows, the sky - descending;
So by a dint of smite I gait ere I run and melt together with dusk.
In my mind in which is this event,
But it seems as if naught is to change anyway?!
After all these years thou left'st me down in the emotional depths -
The sombre soaked velvet-drape is hung upon me,
Turning my feelings ,Turning my feelings away from our so ignorant world:
All the beautiful moments shared, deliberately push'd aside -
After all these years thou left'st me down in the emotional depths -
The sombre soaked velvet-drape is hung upon me,
Turning my feelings away from our so ignorant world:
All the beautiful moments shared, deliberately push'd aside -
A distance there is...A distance there is...

field of innocence

2009-09-29T03:53:00.000-07:00

I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything

Iesu, Rex admirabilis
Et triumphator nobilis,
Dulcedo ineffabilis,
Totus desiderabilis.

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Oh, Where
Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
I still remember.

attitude test - calm and quiet-

2009-09-29T03:41:00.000-07:00

you are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the differnce between right and wrong. you believe in yourself. you put yoursel...f in other peoples shoes and see howit feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly.your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend.the flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and dont do what you really wanna do..

what angel resides in you

2009-09-29T03:40:00.001-07:00

When chaos resides, you're the culprit. Sometimes you get bored and have a need to cause the most fruitful of natural disasters and war.... The others try to keep you in line yet you always find a way to feast upon your desire for destruction. The Angel of Destruction..Read More

how old a soul are you? -very old soul-

2009-09-29T03:39:00.000-07:00

When the winds of change blow, you sense the outcome ahead of others, having seen so much before. Surprises come in smaller forms to you, as in the unexpected ...experiences of the senses, deepening your appreciation of the physical. You want life to last so you can explore your mature understanding of existence. You have become patient with the younger souls, understanding their paths and of the challenges they face. You forgive much, often acting as mentor without pushing your beliefs upon others. You give without great expectations of receiving. Love has become the most valued concept in your universe - this life may be your quest to perfect your ability to express and receive perfect love. Thoughts of dying do not fill you with dread, as you understand death is a part of life, and life is a process of becoming... so death is a graduation, not an end. At rest, you feel at one with the universe and are grateful for your current home, Earth. You have a heartfelt affinity for history - the connections to various periods throughout time are undeniable. Very old souls are adept at recognizing other old souls... mutual respect forms naturally between them. .Read More

which of your chakras is more open? -third eye-

2009-09-29T03:38:00.001-07:00

The Third-Eye Chakra represents your ability to visualise, and your insight. You rely very much on your intuition and gut feelings, and you may find y...ourself fantisizing or day-dreaming regularly. You value the opinions of those around you, but you'll always have the last word. Be careful of slipping into a world of fantasy, or becoming confused easily..Read More

what's your celtic zodiac sign? -ash the enchanter-

2009-09-29T03:37:00.001-07:00

February 18 - March 17 Those born under the Celtic tree astrology sign of the Ash are free thinkers. Imaginative, intuitive, and naturally artis...tic, you see the world in water-color purity. You have a tendency to moody and withdrawn at times, but that’s only because your inner landscape is in constant motion. You are in touch with your muse, and you are easily inspired by nature. Likewise, you inspire all that you associate with and people seek you out for your enchanting personality. Art, writing (especially poetry), science, and theology (spiritual matters) are areas that strongly interest you. Others may think you are reclusive, but in all honesty, you are simply immersed in your own world of fantastic vision and design. You are in a constant state of self-renewal and you rarely place a value on what others think about you. Ash signs partner well with Willow and Reed signs. Sign: Ash Tree (Nion) Symbol: The Trident or Sea-Horse Ruling Planet: Neptune - Lir Celtic Gods: Lir, Mannan.Read More

which of god's gift you use the most? -the gift of power-

2009-09-29T03:36:00.000-07:00

"You use the gift of Power. You understand that God has great power and that He has given you this gift to use in your life. You a...re not afraid to use this gift by claiming victories in the name of Jesus. There is no man on earth that you fear, and no demon you can not rebuke. Use this gift wisely and great things will happen in your life, and in the lives of those around you." Your memory verse is: Acts 1:8.Read More

what drug are you most like? -acid-

2009-09-29T03:35:00.000-07:00

You are Acid. Definitely very conventional and very predictable- you probably own a minivan and beige slacks. Just playing, you weren't expecting that now, were yo...u? Or maybe you were... you never know with someone like you. You're vibrant, creative and well, insane. Your perception of reality differs from everyone else. Your relationship with the world is very love/hate. Not everyone understands you, which isn't surprising because you don't even always understand yourself. But there are times were you've figured out the universe. Temperamental? Yes. Bizarre? Unquestionably. But very, very intriguing. .Read More

2009-09-29T03:21:00.000-07:00

its when you dont care what would happen next
not worrying about your needed strength to come up with work's stress
being addicted with what you usually do
even if you are trying to avoid coz you know its bad for you to continue doing such

its when you dont know what to do
and you only got your thoughts spinning
when everyday seems to repeat itself
you get sick and tired.. so tired.

whats behind my date of birth? -7-

2009-09-29T03:18:00.001-07:00

You have got the attraction to anyone out there, you are realistic, very confident, happy, such a talented individual with your education, music, arts, singing, ...and most importantly acting too. You have real problems with bad temper! If you are a girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above. You give up things for your parents. I mean you value your family status a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls, you are a very talented too. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their marriage life. Only a very few are happy. You have everything in your life, but still always number 7s have some sort of unfullfilness, such worries all their lifetime. It's probably the Lord given you al! l sort of over the standard humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life. So you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up single. So take care with this issue, ok? You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person.. You are born to contribute lots to this world!!! Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4 !!!

yellow.color of my aura

2009-09-29T03:16:00.000-07:00

Yellows are the sunniest, happiest and most childlike personalities in the color-spectrum. "All I want to do is have some fun!" is a song which is a wonderful representat...ion of Yellows and shows their easy going, light and sunny character. These playful people have a wonderful sense of humor. They love to laugh and intimately enjoy life from many different angles. They advocate relaxation, the pure joy of life and live spontaneously. They are always reminding other people to not take life too seriously and to always look on the bright side. Life and work should both be enjoyed.

secret

2009-09-29T02:32:00.000-07:00

its when you got stupid again
which made your day terrible
with each moment troubling your thoughts
and had no one to confide
because you chose to keep it hidden
where no one else would know
but yourself

and you know it does not end there
what comes next?
now you're paranoia is sinking in
what are you gonna do now?
your stupid mistake comes with a consequence
consequence when you have to decide
and you know you have to do it once again
a sin comes another sin

and you look for something in your thoughts to blame
you wonder how why what happened?
how the heck you let it happen?
is it the "d" again? abiding inside
how could you be so stupid again???...